I am broke, but i am not lost yet

I am broke

 I have been working with a partner since i was removed from the job. My partner have been changed 5 times since i have started to work to build my own business in last 18 Months. Every time my partner changed, i had grown to the dept of almost 3 lakhs rupees. I am right now in the dept of more than 18 lakhs of rupees. Now my current partner is gone and left me with the dept of almost 5 lakhs of rupees.

Even my bank account is showing negative balance and we are out of food and grocery. I have not left home for a second in last 2 days. I have applied for job in exact 31 companies in last 10 days and haven't received any positive revert yet, not even a single revert. I am a graduate and have work experience of more than 11 years in sales and marketing. I am excellent in management, selling and stratergising, team building and orientation but still i am left with no job. I am ready to work now as a sales executive, delivery guy, driver, watchman and whatever job is available right now. I am ready to work in 2 shifts and ready to do any sort of work but i just cant see my family dying without food. i will not die without trying. i will not leave without giving it a shot. i am not leaving until my last breath and till i have single drop of blood in my nerves.

I am broke but i haven't lost yet. i am gonna make it work. I am going to keep trying till i dont achieve it. i am going to set my business and will make it work. i am here not just to survive but to live and rule. I am 30 and i will become millionaire before turning 40 and that is my challenge to myself and i wont stop till i achieve it. i wont sleep restfully till i am worth million dollors. i will be successful one day and yes you will know it.